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12/31/00
There's so many of you out there that want to get to know me better, maybe we can figure out something this next year. I can't help you if you want to be helped. Think about that! Thanks to everyone who I do know out there that helped make FX happen over the last year, you guys rock! Let's shove this fucker right up the ass of everyone in the 2001!
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Last year I headed out to a local bar after I sat here for a few hours drinking my ass off. All in all it was alright, people were grouped up in bunches, and I felt like an out cast so I just sat there drinking, waiting for midnight. After about an hour some really really drunk chick approached me, sat down and begun to check out my package. I fingered her at the bar until I couldn't take it anymore, then headed outside to the parking lot for a New Years Eve blow job. Afterwards, oh, I don't know about 30 minutes later her husband showed up.... Seems she "ran off" for the night and he didn't know where she was or what she was doing. I started to tell him to smell my finger, but I got up and headed for the pool tables laughing to myself. (Yeah, I stole their eight ball) I left there about 2 am. I heard the next day that someone was killed up there around 3 am. (Yeah, I have an alibi.) This year I'm staying home, hell I can't think of anyone here I'd like to go out with on a Friday much less New Years Eve. Plus no one loves me, so I'm just home bound and all alone while the world parties it's ass off. No date. No kiss at midnight. No champagne. No fireworks. Nothing. I'm just sitting here drinking a shit load rum and beer, getting hammered listening to Ozzy waiting for something cool to happen. I told you guys, I won't let you down holidays or not. Viva FX! So far all I've seen was this tid bit- "Machete-wielding men stormed a Roman Catholic church during a service Sunday, hacking worshippers and setting some on fire with a blowtorch and fuel. A nun was killed and at least 12 others were injured, police and witnesses said." Read about it at Yahoo News.
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12/30/00
There I was, hours ago before I started writing this, drunk as hell, trying to figure out why my Ozzy "Ozzmosis" CD looks like it's been through a shredder, I look up from the floor, (Why was I on the floor?) it seemed like moments later I was trying to get the empty bottle of Jack out of in front of the speakers, 3 hours had gone by. I told myself, "Don't go online, you're on vacation, you've already told everyone you'd be gone a week". Well, I woke up and tried to just fuck around my apartment for a little bit, got bored, headed up to the liquor store again and somewhere in all that turned this damn thing on. Where does all that leave me? I got a collect call from my liver, but I didn't accept the charges.
(Do any of you out there remember when our parents/grandparents would be on vacation, and they'd make up some secret code to call collect just to let you know they got home safe? You know, "Call here collect and ask for Mr Freeway Fine so we know you're home safe", and they wouldn't take the call, but they'd try to talk over the operator? (Yeah, I'm shaking my head too) I know this doesn't have shit to do with anything, I guess all in all it's weird to think about the difference 25 years makes. Here I am leaving voicemail messages for someone around the world for free and 25 years ago people we're sending smoke signals on the phone company's dime.) Damn, what the hell was I talking about? The second trip to the liquor store produced a 5th of 151 and a case of Bud Ice. There's no way in hell I can drink all this shit tonight, but only because I already had a 5th of Jack. You have to consider who you're dealing with, I've been having the that's the last time I'll ever drink again for 14 years. Anyways, on the way back, and while mixing up my huge ass glass of rum and coke I began to understand why even though I said I was going to take a week off, I couldn't stop myself from going online. It's simple, the pressure was removed. It's not that I've been trying to fake it, it's just that I got into the whole I've got to top the last post sort of thinking. Not good. There's some other things too, but I need to fix them problems slowly and it would be counter productive to talk about them at this point. I'll spill it all when it's over.
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It makes no difference to me, I usually don't go there, but I'd used that style before and liked it, that's why it's there, but if you guys would like to go for the kind at Flict's site, that's cool too. Please respond on the current board (in one thread if you can) and I'll get back with you guys about this next week. Thanks.
Today's "Who is Tillman as sung by Ozzy" I have so many people out there that tell me that I "saved them", and other weird shit like putting their live in my hands, thinking that I'm the answer to all their problems when all in all I'm just a dude and FX is just me in html. There is no secret plan here people, no plan to capture your mind or take over the world. It's me, Tillman, just fucking around!
I don't wanna be your hero The fools no more I couldn't answer all your questions Fools no more So, I don't wanna be your hero
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12/29/00
There I was surfing through some pregancy page (*Wink* See? Whos the man?) and I knew it was time for a break. So, I'll be back next week some time, if I happen to pop in here to post an update just know that I'm drunk as hell. Have fun, play nice, and all that happy shit. If I'm hacked, or the feds take over, or something that is life and death, LeafaRae, SICKO, Morbid, someone call me... If everything is cool, just leave me alone for a week, okay? Thanks.
Here's all the sick ass-stuff'n pics that I have left. I want them all off my HD, but I just didn't have the heart to delete them without you guys getting to see them first. (I even slipped in a poop eater pic into the mix for you.) Why you guys like this kind of sick twisted shit I'll never understand. This is the last ones I'm posting here for a very long (ass) time, so enjoy.
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Today's "Who is Tillman?" .... Tillman is that dude that left everyone hanging for a week.
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12/27/00
Well, yeah posting this shit is easy, slapping a rant up is easy as fuck it's when you get a shit load of email containing everything from you are my god, to who are you, to prople putting their lives in my hands? I don't know what to say to most of the stuff that gets sent to me, it appears to be random thoughts and pleads for me to open myself up more. Weird! I think I'm plenty open here people, if you want to know something, just ask! The FX board remains to be one of the most brutal places on the web, and I say go for it. I wish I had time to visit such a insane place every day. Take your fucking gloves off, hop in and enjoy! The IRS has been fucking with me now since April of 2000, so when I heard about this story today I just sat back and laughed my ass off! Wanna be like Mike!? Check out his pic, he'd never hurt a flee! He plead not guilty. MALDEN, Massachusetts - The man accused of killing seven co-workers at a Boston-area Internet consulting company was ordered held without bail Wednesday after pleading not guilty.
Michael McDermott, 42, was arraigned in Malden District Court on seven counts of first-degree murder. He showed no expression as Assistant District Attorney described the shooting spree, which authorities say lasted less than eight minutes.
McDermott was arrested Tuesday shortly after the mass shooting at Edgewater Technology Inc. in Wakefield. Authorities said he had a semi-automatic AK-47 assault rifle, a shotgun and a handgun when he was arrested. He also had a bag with four 30-round magazines for the AK-47 and ammunition for the shotgun and the pistol.
O'Reilly said police found a high-powered rifle with a sniper scope in his locker and found fuses, blasting caps bomb-making magazines and chemicals used to make nitroglycerin in his apartment.
The defense attorney said his client had been undergoing psychiatric treatment and has been taking medication. He asked that McDermott be held in a facility where he could continue to receive his medication.
A pretrial hearing was scheduled for January 31.
Authorities said McDermott may have been upset because the Internal Revenue Service wanted to garnishee his wages to collect delinquent taxes.
Last week, McDermott had an angry outburst in the company's accounting department over the prospect of losing some of his wages, The Associated Press reported. Most of the victims worked in the company's accounting or human resources departments.
Although the IRS had asked Edgewater to begin holding back part of McDermott's pay, company officials had indicated they would wait until after the Christmas holidays, Middlesex District Attorney Martha Coakley said.
Today's "Who is Tillman?" ..... Everyone seems to think I'm married? I'm not married. I live alone. "Suffer my desire for you".
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Possibly millions of people sat in their bunkers armed with shot guns and a years supply of Beanie Weenies only having to crawl out of their holes to face the neighbors who had sat there on the porch shooting off fire works, drinking beer and eating bar-b-q laughing the whole time at the "End Time Dooms Day Sayers". A very sad, sad time in history indeed. Where was the mayhem? 
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