Thanks to everyone who sent me "get well soon or die" email. Nice to know that in some weird way you guys actually care what's going on with me... Or could it be that, it's scary as hell to think you guys actually care what's going on with me. I'm not on my death bed, just a killer cold, and the bad part about being this sick is I don't feel like drinking. (You know I'm sick if I don't want to drink.) Anyways I'm back, for the moment, and have so much to talk about I don't even know where to begin. I'll be back later, but for now.....

Everyone should go to Kill The Children today and read the bullshit UnaBart is in the middle of fighting. It's just amazing but true how many people out there want to ban this, and stop that, almost like they're afraid of someone speaking the truth about anything. The world is so completely out of control with murder, rape, car bombings, religious confrontations, every possible thing you can think of that is dark and evil that could happen is happening on a daily basis world wide every second of every day. This planet contains the most fucked up society the world has ever known, host to hate and anger like no one could have possibly ever imagined. It's truly incredible if you just take a moment to think about everything that is going on out there, and all some piss ant is worried about is some web site!

The thousands of hardcore do-gooders who feel that they're saving the world by trying to censor things they consider to be at the core of the problem, when in reality we're all just a product of what we've learned in our own miserable little existence. You just don't wake up one morning and say,  "Damn, I really want to kill some people today, I think I'll fill my car with explosives and blow up some shit".  It's years of living in this mayhem is what makes people lose it, it's not the $35 someone spent on a copy of Doom, or a web site dedicated to showing people the underbelly of society. These people will tell you they're really doing something good for the world,  "How could I sleep at night knowing that web site might cause someone to flip out, and I didn't try to stop it?"  That's bullshit! What they're really thinking,   "I hate my life, I hate this world, I need to feel better about myself, so I'll start some shit with.... *Insert any dark web site*"

The do-gooders who get together and get all hyped up about shit turn into exactly what they're fighting. Think about it, mask your crusade under the header "To Stop Hate Groups", and it will surely pull people in, because hate groups do bad things, and no one wants there to be people organized into a little army with the purpose of oppressing anyone based on their beliefs, skin color, or whatever. The thing these people fail to see is that themselves have become a hate group that goes out trying to destroy, censor and snub out what they hate. I've said it before, there is no way society will ever be a happy place, we've come too far, and as long as there is someone breathing there will be misery.

Let's take a look at how some people got to FX yesterday, and think about all the sick fuckers there is out there that hasn't learned html yet that these Captain Save The Day people don't even account for... You know, I think it's about time I set my "How To Make A Dark Web Site" page back up!   death pics -   porn sick shit-   strangled her nipples lifeless dead -   sexy vacuum cleaner,   nunsex pics -   murder scene pictures-   I could go on and on, and it's like this every single day of the week! More people get here by searching "sick shit" then any other phrase. Supply and demand, bottom line.

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12/07/00

  All I See Is Death   Posted By Tillman

There's only two types of people in this world, those that are dead, and those that are going to die. Such a simple little phrase that puts everything in to perspective huh? All the shit you're fighting for day by day means nothing in the grand scheme of things, right? Do you think your chunk of happiness is more important than the world around you? Does the world treat it as such? Fuck no! You may feel you're the most important person to ever walk this crusty planet, and if indeed it is, you have found your home here at FX. Nothing makes a fuck anymore though in reality , you can stand up to your boss, tell'em to fuck off but you'd still have to find a new job within a few days or weeks, depending on how thrifty you are, right? But why bother? Are you really happy? Fuck no! Happiness is something you see in a Polaroid ad, and you'll never find it.

I say fuck it all. If you're feeling down stick it to the people who are holding you down by unloading some lead in their ass. Bow down to no one. This is your only chance, don't spend it kissing someone's ass who couldn't give a fuck less about you. Do you think by biting your tongue and keeping your thoughts inside that everything is going to work itself out? Fuck no! Shit is just going to grow! You've lied to yourself for years that everything was going to work out right? Has it ever? Fuck no! Grab this fucker by the balls and make your way the only way. Don't waste your time fucking around with people you don't give a fuck about you, and if they dare stop you from bettering yourself blow their ass away.

Think about the millions and millions of people who have been here before you, dead and gone that you've never heard anything about, you think those people were happy? Fuck no! They were content in their hell at the very least, slaving away for shit they couldn't afford only trying to deal with what was right in front of them. Times have changed and there is only a few ways to make your mark on this world, and chances are if you're reading this you're not ever going to be some special flower to anyone unless you take charge by blowing some fuckers away. It's a sad harsh truth, but you must heed your calling and make the world forever remember you by doing something completely fucking kick ass. Stand up and be heard. Fuck the world! You are God! Your day has come! Do it!

Today's "Who is Tillman?"  ..... I was watching TV years ago and seen some gangster fuck all shot up and the reporter was trying to get some response from the family right? Of course "Mom" was screaming and balwing that her little "angel" had been taken away.... I couldn't help but look at her and think she was crying tears of happiness her bastard child was dead. Think about it, the prick had never did one good thing for anyone, now he's dead and everyone is upset looking for someone to sue? I think those were tears of happiness because they were about to cash in on his life insurance! Who better to insure then those who are dealing drugs and living the G life-stlye? Goodnight Homie!

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