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11/04/00

  Poll Results   Posted By Tillman


It's been just over a month since the poll was changed, time to see what you sick, sick fuckers had to say in regards to the Sick Minds Want To Know question "When I dide I want to be *BLANK*". As with all the other polls here, I found the results very disturbing! The shocker was, rape didn't win once again! Could it be rapist don't like FX anymore? Nah! It seemed to be a tight race all around this time, and FX actually didn't finish last! Out of 667 total votes

Having Sex - 180 - 26%
Raping Something - 113 - 16%
Other/Write Ins (See below) 74 - 11%
Getting Fucked Up With Friends - 70 - 10%
Die In My Sleep - 68 - 10%
Killed By A Serial Killer - 44 - 6%
Killed In A Mass Murder - 30 4%
Suicide - 38 5%
Hanging Out At FX - 28 - 4%
Killed By A Drunk Driver - 22 - 3%

Is it just me, or does the User Suggestions get more and more fucking weird every poll? The suggestion area surely must have got the attention of the FBI with sick answers like...

" want slaughter all Government officials in a rage of ANARCHY & CHAOS. -questionofethx@aol.com. HELL YEAH!!!"
"Crazy, fucked up and Insane while fucking the best piece of preteen ass on the planet!!!"
"i would like to be killed while destroyin the statue of liberty"
"die in a shoot out with the cops after i kill about 400 people"
"Kill myself after killing at least 50 in a school"

Some of the more disturbing answers

" wanna die while being torn apart and have my head burnt and a knife in my skull"
"tourtured while being gutted with bloody pussy on my face and a dead bitch on my dick"
"Smothered with a X-Large condom by a disgruntal X-girlfriend"
"Raped, gutted, left out to hang in a public place like over a hyway thrufare, cum and blood dripping down my body in an artsy erotic fashion"
"I want to b strangled to death while sucking my boyfriend off"
"if im going to die violently id want to be displayed in a horrific vulgar public display"
"while eating someone"
"Masturbating to the sound of my grandma licking her lips"
"nuking the hell out of some city and going up with it"
"getting the blood out of my clown coutume"
"eating shit and barking at the moon"

And my pesonal favorite "It's so sad that at a time as important as DEATH, so many people would rather be thinking of SEX"

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  This is it?  Posted By Tillman


Seems to be a lot of shit being slung on the message board lately. My only complaint is I don't have time to stop by and help stir it up more often. Hell, I don't have time to do the shit I need to get done either. Nah, this isn't going to turn out to be "one of those" updates. It's just ironic that now that FX is about 1/4 of what I expected it to be, the realization that when things finally do come together, I'm going to end up like all those other webfuckers. Never around, not able to just fuck off, just popping in posting mindless shit for the masses, and then crawling back into my "dark basement" (This is where you guys picture me right?) where the cold blue flickering monitor is my only friend. I've pretty much already given up my life for this site (by choice). Now I'm just waiting for it to take away my soul. If anyone out there wants to buy my soul, email me, and if the figures are right, and I like what you're offering, you can own me, cheap!

Looking around on the net, you'd think over the last year there would have been tons of new kick ass things to see and do... Okay, we have seen some pretty cool things this year, I was just wanting things to explode. Hell, maybe it has, and I missed it? Sites like The official site of the Darkside that offer kick ass original art are so hard to find, and always leave you wanting more. I wish I knew how to make shit like that. Hell, I get out the coloring thing that came with my PC and I can't even draw stick figures! *Sigh*

I haven't heard back from FX's own 15 year old Catholic School Girl as of yet. Last we left it, I'm waiting for her to introduce herself to everyone right here on the main page. I still can't help but think that this one is going to wind up getting my ass arrested though. But, you guys have spoken, and I could use a vacation from work, so we'll see how it all turns out.

The FX contest is pretty much going like I expected too, not too many people sending anything in as of yet. The ones I did get so far are pretty damn cool, it's already going to be tough to decide. Keep'em coming!

One last tid bit, Horror Sex actually mailed me some fucking money! I was shocked when I got the check! It was only $65.00, but to me it was a fucking fortune! So if you want porn, buy it from HERE, not from HERE! Sexual Cash owes me right around $150, and will not even fucking return my emails! Bastards!

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  ZaRDoZ   Posted By Tillman


Zardos Has Spoken

A friend of mine handed me a movie the other day, asked me to watch it, then let him know what I thought about it all. After sitting there two and a half hours, watching this bizarre film I'm still not sure if someone spiked my drink or what! If you've never seen Zardoz before, you're really missing something to be seen. This flick lands somewhere between a bad acid trip at church and a Monty Python movie played backwards!

I'm not going to get too deep into the plot here, but the movie starts off with what appears to be savages running through the mountains chasing after this huge flying head made of stone! (Wait, it gets more weird from here!) The head, which is Zardoz, hovers over the savages and starts into a dialogue;

"Zardoz speaks to you, His chosen ones. You have been raised up from brutality to kill the brutals who multiply"... Standard bullshit you expect to hear from any giant floating head made out of stone, right? Hold on ....."Zardoz your God gave you the gift of the gun. The gun is good. The gun shoots death and purifies the earth. Go Fourth And Kill!.... At this point, I'm thinking "Yeah, I like this Zardoz dude, he kicks ass", then something happened that completely caught me off guard. Zardoz starts puking up huge amounts of guns and ammo. I couldn't help but laugh out loud. You gotta see this movie!

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11/02/00

  Shade Of Wings   Posted By Zilla


I don’t quite know how this is possible, but I like angels. I dislike gods and religions, as I find them basically useless. Besides, even if god does exist so does my mailman. Nobody has put up a religion about him so far. So I guess that I pity the poor creatures that have to deal with gods in a daily basis. This is the first of a few stories, if not about angels, about the idea of angels. Let me know if you guys like Shade Of Wings.

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10/31/00

  Halloween   Posted By Tillman


It's Halloween once again, and I'm about to get seriously fucked up. What better night than to head out into the darkness and run wild like a demon from hell? I have all the dirty nasty little tricks in my black leather bag, and I've waited for this night for an entire year. Dressed in black from head to toe, buzzing my ass off, and feeling the need to run over, tear up, and burn down whatever the fuck I want. Lock you doors tonight folks, it's All Hallows Eve.
The sick twisted children of this completely fucked society are horny for evil, and beyond ready to quench their overwhelming need to Crush, Kill, Destroy.

"Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law"
Aleister Crowley

Do What Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law.  Aleister
 Crowley

Respect not pity or weakness, for they are a disease which makes sick the strong.

Test always your strength, for therein lies success.

Seek happiness in victory - but never in peace.

Enjoy a short rest, better than a long.

Come as a reaper, for thus you will sow.

Never love anything so much you cannot see it die.

Build not upon sand, but upon rock. And build not for today or yesterday but for all time.

Strive ever for more, for conquest is never done. And die rather than submit.

Forge not works of art but swords of death, for therein lies great art.

Learn to raise yourself above yourself so you can triumph over all.

The blood of the living makes good fertilizer for the seeds of the new.

He who stands atop the highest pyramid of skulls can see the furthest.

Discard not love but treat it as an imposter, but ever be just.

All that is great is built upon sorrow.

Strive not only forwards, but upwards for greatness lies in the highest.

Come as a fresh strong wind that breaks yet also creates.

Let love of life be a goal but let your highest goal be greatness.

Nothing is beautiful except man: but most beautiful of all is woman.

Reject all illusion and lies, for they hinder the strong.

What does not kill, makes stronger.

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10/30/00

  Come And Get Me  Posted By Tillman


I was bitching about mp3's, well, basically ever since I started looking for them, and I finally broke down and downloaded Napster's shit, and within the last 24 hours I've swiped about 73 songs. After about 12 hours into all this I was running out of shit I wanted steal! Now that's a fucking shame! All the free shit you can carry, and I'm out of ideas? So what to do? I just started down loading every Metallica song I could find. Same file different person? Cool. Yani covers of Unforgiven? Why not?   I figure if I can stay up for the next 7 days I could have a total of almost 500 stolen Metallica MP3 files.

"Why", you ask?

If I continuously down load Metallica song's for days on end there is a good chance someone will notice this activity and contact Lars and the dudes, they stop by my house (with CNN) and I can go apeshit on their ass. Maybe if James had a fucking black eye, he wouldn't act like such a bitch! Right now my plan is still developing, however a few thoughts so far would be to; Sling Dung or plug Sickopath's web site.

If this makes any sense to you, you're a fucking genius! But here's where this all may matter to you, the reader, this is FX's new contest. Email me (with contest in the subject line) describing in detail what it is you'd like to see me do on CNN, and the best suggestion will receive a copy of Bagg's CD "Songs From Smokey's Kitchen"! You'll also have the fame of having your name (or whatever) slapped up on the ole sacred FX main page! Please One Suggestion per person. Dead line for submissions is November 18th. The winner will be announced Saturday November 25th. Associated with FX or HFE? Don't bother mailing anything.

This all sounds stupid, right? I thought so too, so have at it!

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10/28/00

  Mail Box   Posted By Tillman


From: EvilAmbrosia
Subject: I think my letter speaks for itself, babe

Tillman,

Bwahaha. Finally signed up for your update list last week and got my first reminder that your sick ass page of twisted shit existed. I really don't curse this much...but hey, I was just visiting your site for the millionth time and I'm usually filled with this venomous general hatred for life and the persistent need to ruin the lives of others when I'm through. I guess that means you've truly accomplished your objective, huh? BTW, I'm a popular 15 year old Catholic school girl from NY. Hahaha.....an all girls Catholic school. [Stop thinking that, you sick fuck...ah, fuck it, I know I can't stop you.] My aforementioned 'Hahaha' was b/c that building serves as a perfect backdrop to wreak my own certain brand of lipsticked, acrylic nailed, heavy metal t-shirt hidden beneath a Ralph Lauren tank top havoc. I thank you for inspiring me and well...providing the sick shit my evil soul craves.

I LOVE YOU, TILLMAN!

[I'm a lot more well adjusted than I'm coming off here....ah, man..I can't lie to you! ;-)

XXXXXXXXXXXXOOOOOOOOO
EvilAmbrosia

Hmm, when I first got this email my mind went into a bit of a spiral. 15? Catholic school girl? *Sigh* Yeah, being the WebMaster of FX seems to put myself into situations that sometimes I just don't know how to handle. I mean, it says over 18 only right? But how could I just turn away such a huge fan? *Cough* Then there was the thoughts of jail, and "Dad" kicking my ass outside the court room. Man, why didn't I just make that god damn Ozzy fan page?

I've talked to EvilAmbrosia a few times since in emails and what have you, and she's quite the hellion. For FX to have it's very own 15 year old Catholic school girl is sick in the sickest way possible! It all seems like a dream. I mean, don't you think every dark site should have one of their own? How about it guys? Should we adopt her, let her post here, or does anyone out there really care?
Let me hear you.

From: Cmoelke
Subject: vacuumsex

I had my first orgasm by putting my cock in a vacuum

Ah, ha! Cmoeke, although I love getting mail from readers, this isn't something I really wanted to know.

The vacuum cleaner sex page has become quite a popular spot here on FX. I'm sure you'd all be shocked to know how many people type "vacuum sex" in search engines around the web. I'm just curious though if I have indeed started my own little fetish, or has these people been hiding in the "broom closet" waiting for a pioneer like myself to come along and shout it from the roof tops!

Seriously, I've learned along time ago, if you can imagine something bizarre to get you off, someone out there has not only thought it, but mastered it.

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10/27/00

  Kill God   Posted By Tillman


While checking out the message board today, I read Jenn's post talking about crispies coming to your house etc.. Jenn your crys have been heard loud and clear, and who else but FX to lend a helping hand? I had completely forgotten about KillGod.net until I read your post! Can you people fucking believe what happened to that Star chick? What the fuck is that all about? Unbelievable! Dude those T-shirts fucking rock! Remember if you must celebrate X-mas, why not give the one you love a "Two Dead Christians Are Better Than One" shirt! The school shooting clothing is the shit too! Damn, someone hook me up!

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