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10/26/00
Something to think about before I go; I emailed someone this week a one liner that got such a hardcore response I thought I'd share it with you guys... (Yeah, she's going to kill me for this'n!) "I went to Wal-Mart today and bought a shotgun, but they took it back when I tried to buy just one shell."
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If mass murder gets you off, I recommend you watch
Natural Born Killers and if you've already seen it you should pick up a copy of the Director's Cut. It contains several bloody scenes of violence that they didn't show you in the movie, which includes someone's head being put on a stick, someone getting stabbed in the throat, and a bullet through some guy's hand. On Halloween night, if you aren't handing out poisoned candy to trick-or-treaters, or vandalizing houses, there are some good movies to watch while taking bong hits and eating junk food.
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
: The Next Generation is a kick-ass movie with all the madness and insanity you would expect from a good horror flick. Much better than the old Texas Chainsaw Massacre and a little more disturbing. One movie I just recently watched and greatly enjoyed was Strange Land. This movie shows graphic scenes of torture with fish hooks going through people's bodies, and lips being sewed shut. The guy responsible for this is a very troubled person with piercings and burns all over his body. He's one fucked up individual! If a mixture of perversion and torture gets you off, Strange Land is definitely the movie for you. And one more psychotic movie comes to mind. Dr. Giggles is an old movie, but has lots of gore and blood. In one scene he is cutting up a body in front of some mental patients who laugh like weirdo's as the blood splatters. I highly recommend these movies for the fans of FX. They are truly sick movies, for truly sick individuals.
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10/23/00
I was looking at the stats page this weekend and noticed a major increase of people coming from Yahoo.com. FX is doing pretty good in Google.com and gets steady traffic from a few other search engines, but Yahoo was more or less the one every webmaster dreams of being listed in. Their whole thing was/is "listing sites by hand", which meant some clown making $7.00 an hour had to review your request in order to be listed. So think about it, if you got Mary Jane Rotten Crotch reviewing your site, who is a avid bible thumper your chances of getting listed were next to nothing! I don't know if things have changed or the Net God is playing with my mind, but apparently FX is finally listed there! Okay, it was before if you typed in "ForcedeXistence" but now, we're listed with key word searches! What does all this mean to you, the reader? I have no fucking clue! I just think it's kinda cool! Wait! There was a point to this..... With the election approaching, people are on the web looking for info and pics on their favorite candidate right? Well if you happened to get here by typing "gore pics" to see pictures of Al GORE in yahoo and just found this insane hell hole.... HA! I'm (not) sorry, I just find this situation funny as hell. Some other cool searches were "sex jail dykes", "slut nuns", "prayer in schools", "raping women", "girl rape boy"..... Ah, the stench of humanity. Welcome home you poor, lost, sick, yahoo souls. I checked Teknowhore (The official Bile Web Site) out a few months ago and thought it was pretty cool. There used to be a really kick ass flash movie about the election that showed death, destruction, and gore pics for Gore, and then it showed lots of pussy shots talking about Bush. The theme was "Gore Bush 2000, We Want'em Both". I thought it was clever and hoped it would be around for me to use for an update close to the election, but opps. Email'em and ask them to post it again. If they do, the 2 minutes you spend asking will be rewarded well if the short is slapped back up there. Death pics mixed with porn! What are you waiting for?
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10/21/00
Tom Miller may be just another dude, or he could very well be someone you'll be seeing and hearing about years from now.
His site contains writings and music that will leave you speechless. Sometimes touching on things you would never dare think of, and other times speaking of situations in simple verse
almost all of us have been through. I really don't like Tom, but just maybe some of you sick fuckers will love him. Or perhaps others of you will hunt his ass down and pull a reverse GG fuckin' Allin on his ass while he's onstage? Your call, have fun!
The Morbid Fact of the Day
site which Tillman talked about months ago appears to have it's own web site! And it's been there from the get go from what I could gather! Why didn't he tell us? Don't we all deserve to know the complete truth? There is also some really good sites listed in the link section, some are played out, but others were first time views. One question, why the fuck isn't FX listed there? Despair, hook us up! FX is Down With The Sickness! How the hell could anyone in the dark community overlook FX? Yeah I know, less than a year as a dot com but this site has been around for years pissing people off, showing you things others wouldn't, and being an all-around wart on the nets ASS! After 3 years you have to know this shit ain't going away EVER! Hop onboard or get the fuck out of the way! Link FX or DIE!
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I ask, "How strong can one man become?". Every part of my being is completely tired, I try to pretend to be coherent, and forget all the trauma that makes up my so called life, but memories are painful as far back as my mind can wander. I could list instances of mortal danger, shootings, stabbings, beatings, intense mental abuse, and countless times abandoned even before I stopped believing in Santa Claus, but what's the point of bringing this up. It's all in the past, right? We all have our demons. I'm sure the thought occurred to people as they watched from the outside was, "What will this do to him?", and I too now ask myself how did everything affect who I am. The forced existence mentality is indeed a product of my early years, but how do I react, how do I cope? In a strange way I already feel dead, just living on borrowed time. For someone like myself which has been afflicted with a manic depressive personality this all brings up a very interesting situation, meaning burning it at both ends with the enthusiasm of a Viking, and then rolling it over and over in my mind until I can't think about anything else. Part of me feels that since infact I am living on borrowed time that I can pretty much let my manic side run wild, feeding whatever whim pops into my head no matter how damage it brings to my mind and body. Afterwards, this feeds my depressive side by not understanding why I do partake in such destructive behavior. Then my depression feeds on my manic side to get even more fucked up to forget even more and so on and so on. It's a endless circle of insanity. I've learned years ago if I do drink daily that it's easy to "zombie" through the day even appearing happy to outsiders. This "self medication" technique takes quite a bit out of someone, and I'm sure it is breaking my body down in ways my mind will never understand even if I did care. Now, knowing all this, one might say I'm drinking myself to death. Mmm, what a wonderful idea, "Drinking myself to death". I've been trying for a long time now I suppose, but part of me is beginning to feel that I have even failed at that....
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10/19/00 Posted By
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If you all knew the situation here, I promise you,
If you read FX, you would vote for Bagg. This is the equvalent of the
little greasy nerd beating up the bully on the playground. This is the bad
element sneaking into the pretentious awards show. I'm gonna throw Tillman
some free cd's as appreciation for all the votes, regardless of the outcome. (*)
Youre voting for five drunks dressed like hillbillies playing metal. Youre
voting for songs about booze and aliens and cat balls. Youre voting for
an album cover that features a 500 lb. black guy and two catholic
schoolgirls. Less Art!!!! More Rock!!!! Plus, if we win, we might get
laid, I doubt it, but we might. Youre help is greatly appreciated. Many
thanks. Rock.
*Note: The CD's will be given away as prizes in a FX contest!
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WebSite: BAGG
10/18/00 I hope you guys are voting for Bagg! I'm still waiting for word from Gregg about why FX readers should vote for them, but in the mean time just do it because I asked so nice! This week has been very hardcore for me and I'm trying to make sense out of a lot of things so please forgive me for being indifferent to emails and tags. Sometimes things we do only make sense after the fact that they're done! Really though, no matter how much I try and chill, the world still pushes itself into me daily for some sort of response. I was this fucking close to cashing in my chips this week by some retarded cunt driving a huge ass van that smacked into my shit! I just loved how her man kept backing up asking me to calm down...... Anyways, I'm trying! I'm hoping tomorrows update will be informative and yet still insane, so enjoy! One last question, do you think GeMan did it?
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10/16/00 Anyways, the chat thing, everybody asked how the hell it went, and although there was in no way a flood of people, as a matter of fact during the one hour I said I would be there only 4 people stopped by, and I only really got to talk to one person, and after about 20 minutes, they told me they were going to go, but thanked me for the chance to "meet" me and sound off about shit. No big deal you say? Well, I learned a long time ago that you make friends one at a time, and because of that one persons comments, I'm going to try and be in there at least once a week. While talking in there I was drinking very heavily, and thought "What the fuck, I'm going to sit here all night"! Well, of course I didn't stay all night, but by me staying longer I was able to meet a few other friends of FX, and I have to admit, it was really cool. I'll see what's up for this week and let you guys know ASAP. Last week I asked if anyone had the "Pooh Goes Apeshit" page saved and thanks go out to DownwardSpiral for sending me the link. It was in fact the same story, but not the original page, plus the person who stole it did a shit job of putting it together, i.e. No paragraph tags, spaces, and it was impossible to view on the shit-ass background, so I stole it for them, fixed it up a bit,
and now FX has it's own Pooh Goes Ape
Shit page!
As for the nearly 100 or so people who stopped by here late last night to find this Pooh page instead of the FX main page, I was simply showing love for my Poop. (Love Ya Poop!)
Sorry if it caused any problems getting into your email accounts! If in the future, I flip out again and you have to check your email, remember you can always go to http://www.HornyForEvil.com Bitching about Pooh on my main page is useless however. Forcedexistence.com and HornyForEvil.com belongs to me, and I do whatever the fuck I want to do here. Like I said before, if you don't like it, Hit The Road!
Dudes! This Bagg thing, YOU MUST VOTE FOR BAGG! You have no idea how much this means not only to them , but I would consider it a personal favor. I fucking
LOVE BAGG!
Perhaps one day you'll need me to link something right up there on top that's important to you, and wouldn't you want to know that all of us sick fuckers stood together and had a voice in shit? It'll only take 20 seconds to vote and think about the glory you'll feel knowing that the best band won instead of some cheese ball bullshit!
I'm counting on you, FX can't let Bagg down!
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