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10/13/00

  Friday The 13th

Go Mike Go!Ah, Friday The 13th! In October this year even. Could it be a sign? Nah, but it'll give me a chance to talk about my favorite mainstream "Slasher" movie. Halloween!

Yup, I'm a Mike Myers kind of a guy. I like the whole "psycho" approach. Freddy is just some dream bullshit, and Jason, well he was more of a "Swampthing" that had to enlist help from his mother to get the job done! What a wuss!

Mike on the other hand had gone over the deep end at the tender age of 6, spent 15 years in a mental hospital, escapes, just to kill some folks for no other reason than to kill. (You gotta love that!) The body count didn't really kick in until part 2, but the first one of this series is a classic, dark, creepy and disturbed just like it should be.

They just don't make movies like this anymore, think about it, when was the last time you checked out a movie just to keep up with the body count? Okay, so Scream tried to bring it all back, but c'mon? It just wasn't the same...... It's a sad state of affairs. I was all of 11 years old the first time I seen this movie, and I admit, at that time it scared the hell out of me, but these days I just sit back laugh and cheer on my favorite knife wielding psycho slasher.

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  This And That

Just to tie up a few loose ends here, the whole Slayer thing? Well, I'm not sure myself. I kind of lost it the other night, and it was just there when I woke up the next day. If for some reason you got some email from me Tuesday evening, or early Wednesday morning, and it made no sense, forward it back to me and I'll try and de-code what it is I may have been trying to convey. No promises, but I'll try.  LeafaRae wanted to share A Parents Guide To Satanic Ritual Abuse with you guys.  I had this page linked forever ago, but with being deleted and all it got lost in the move. Thanks to LeafaRae for finding this classic kick ass page! If any of you have the page titled "Pooh goes apeshit", please send it to me! It appears the page was deleted, but I'm hoping someone out there has a copy of it saved.

The chat thing?! Well I announced a time I would be in there once before, and spent an hour talking to SICKOPATH about bandwidth and webmaster shit.
Not that there was anything wrong with the conversation, I enjoyed talking to my Sick Bro, but I was hoping more people would stop by and say hello. Which brings us to this: Seeing how everyone is bitching to set a time again, I'm going to try this once more. I will be in the ForcedeXistence Freakie Chat Room this Saturday October 14th from 6pm Central Standard Time until 7pm.
If this works out, I'll try to put back an hour each week for us to meet up and raise some hell. If not, then this is it.....

One last note, I signed up with Top Gore Sites over at Ogrish.com but it appears he is having some sort of trouble with his list. It sort of comes and goes. But I just wanted to remind the FX regs to click on the Damnage and the Darkvoid links every week to help boost traffic! I'm not making any money here people, so to make it all worth my time let me atleast warp as many people as possible!

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10/11/00

  Slayer

POSTMORTEM
By Slayer

Funeral Held For The Depression Of Man
Holds The Key To His Own Death
Entering A Tomb Of A Corpse Yet Conceived
Tighten The Tourniquet Around Your Neck
Sifting Away The Debris Of Hatred Life
Cold Touch Of Death Begins To Chill Your Spine
Seeking Life Beyond Your Perishment
Repeating Words Echoing Through Your Mind

Chanting Lines Of Blind Witchery
To Save Yourself From Extinction
Wanting To Die Is Your Reason To Live
New Life Born From The Oppressed
Taste Your Blood As It Trickles Through The Air
Another Casualty Beyond The Shadows You Fall
Losing Ground, The Fate You Feel It Draws Near
Fatality, Reality, You Await The Final Call

My Sinful Glare At Nothing Holds Thoughts Of Death Behind It
Skeletons In My Mind Commence Tearing At My Sanity
Vessels In My Brain Carry Death Until My Birth
Come And Die With Me Forever Share Insanity

Do You Want To Die!?!?!
The Waves Of Blood Are Rushing Near,
Pounding At The Walls Of Lies
Turning Off My Sanity, Reaching Back Into My Mind
Non-Rising Body From The Grave Showing New Reality
What I Am, What I Want, I'm Only After Death

RAINING BLOOD
By Slayer

Trapped In Purgatory
A Lifeless Object, Alive Awaiting Reprisal
Death Will Be Their Acquisition
The Sky Is Turning Red
Return To Power Draws Near
Fall Into Me, The Sky's Crimson Tears Abolish The Rules Made Of Stone

Pierced From Below, Souls Of My Treacherous Past
Betrayed By Many, Now Ornaments Dripping Above

Awaiting The Hour Of Reprisal Your Time Slips Away

Raining Blood
From A Lacerated Sky
Bleeding Its Horror
Creating My Structure
Now I Shall Reign In Blood!

Holy FUCK! I was so ready to scream my way into whatever was waiting to be screamed into? Oh fuck! Shit is turning colors and I'm so fucking high I don't know if there will be some 1/2 way point between here and there or not? It appears that the next level in this madness has taken over! Dude! I never wanted it to come to this? But hey. I'm just a dude? KILLTILL!

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10/08/00

  Explorer Vs Netscape

A close friend told me recently that FX was "way fucked up" if viewing it with Netscape. It had crossed my mind before that there could be some problems, but I had no idea that the FX main page was more or less fucking invisible to people using Netscape! You guys have to remember I was on WebTv up until April of 2000! WebTV made a few things different, like text size, adding borders to everything, detail of pictures was cut to about 75%, flash and java was just a dream. So here I am thinking that Netscape is doing more or less the same, just making a few things here and there look different! Jesus Fucking Christ was I wrong! I downloaded Netscape 6.0 tonight and shit, if you're using it right now at FX you can't even fucking see this! I surfed around to my favorite sites and I have no ideal why anyone would want to use it over Internet Explorer. It seems that everywhere I went shit was off a little here and there, and completely fucking gone at others!

I spent almost two hours or so trying to make the main page viewable for folks using Netscape, and although that was not a problem, it seems that finding something that makes everyone "comfortable" on both browsers is a bit of a challange. After researching the whole IE Vs NS situation by checking it out at google.com it would appear to a "newbie" that this whole thing is about hating Bill Gates! I don't have the time or energy to get wrapped up in something I could care fucking less about, so for now I'm leaving shit the way it is. If you have such a hard on for Netscape that you come here and can't read anything, I guess it won't matter to you, because you're not even reading this right now! What a bunch of bullshit! If I'm missing something here, someone please let me know!

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10/07/00

  Inbox

From: sik fuk
Subject: you can use the movies from my site

i have NO PROBLEM HELPING BLOW UP FX. my site www.sikfuk666.com has a few pics (probable seen before) and downloadable movies...2 batteries in cock, man shits out a potato, some dude getting hit by a car...alot of weird shit. take em. i would consider it an honor to help blow up this "project" of yours...ours...whatever. most of my movies were taken from strangeland.com's members area....its adult check protected....do you have an adult check id????

well you do now....************ is the password. its my friends so PLEASE dont try to update it to gold. he has a kill on it. there are alot of other movies that i havnt posted from their site. so go get em.....nobody should have to pay to experience our sickness. i also have a direct link into gore gallery without having to sign up or br a member http://www.goregallery.com/index2.html this should still work. unless he finally caught on and changed his simple ass block. laters..my deeds are done. RESPECT....Be Yourself.....(no matter how fuked up u are)

I agree with you 100%! No one should ever have to pay to see sickness.
Thanks for the offer, but let's face it, they're your stolen movies, it just wouldn't be right of me to use them. Hell, I'll just put a link to your site, you deserve the credit, not FX. But I'd like to say that you must be the coolest person your friends know. I mean to just hand over all your work.... And thanks for the password, I'm sure it'll be put to work very soon.

From: RIV3TH3AD@Aol.com
Subject: Re:Update!

you bitch too much, fukkuing pussy...what the fuck do you want fucking puppies and kitties and fucking rainbows....if your gonna claim to be a sick fuck with a cause bitch about shit that fucking matters...twerp

I'd just like to say that in my adult life you're the first person to ever call me a twerp. I associate the word twerp with a drawn-up, feeble little man. Just for the record Riv3th3ad, you are far from correct. I could snap your entire family's necks and be ass fucking the family dog in your front yard before the police even arrive.

It's amazing to me that someone on the FX mailing list would send me a reply like this. I expect this from people who are just passing by, but why the hell would someone join the list if this is what they think? If you don't like me, my site or whatever the fuck, remove your name and hit the road! If you have something specific that "matters" to you that has not been covered on FX yet, let me know and we'll see what we can do.

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  The Mark Of The Beast

Why? I don't know. I just got to thinking today at work about the bible, evil, and Revelations. I guess maybe that all this was sparked by something I've read on the way home from work when a certain red light catches me. There is a huge sign outside a massive church, and for whatever reason Wednesday nights there is Revelations night?!  I'm sure that my curiosity will get the best of me and I'll pop in to see what's going on soon, but on todays ride home their sign simply said, "Come see the future".  I've seen everything up there from, "Will you have to die for Christ", to "Tonight we will reveal why this is in fact the end times!

All this really goes way back to when I was 12 years old trying to learn all I could about main stream religions. Although I was forced to go to a Methodist church the first 8 years of my life, all I took from going was questions. Later, when I wanted to make up my own mind as to what I believed, I read everything I could get my hands on about every religion under the sun. Although most of the things I read pretty much tells you this is that and this is why, the whole 666 thing was presented like some sort of puzzle, and I wanted to know the answer.

I have read descriptions explaining it from bar codes basic numbers to the numbers representing nations. It's something I have put out of my mind because I have no faith that the bible is at all truth, but the whole 666 thing is still something that pops in my mind from time to time. 666 represents what could be the only thing that would offer actual proof that the bible is real. Anyways, let's see what some people on the net have to say about Revelations, and 666.

Some people are just way the fuck out there! Example; phase in the golden ratio 1.618+ and (squared) 2/618+, particularly as a rhombic field, you might find it productive. Huh? Here is the "nation thing" but not anything like the one I read 17 years or so ago.   Nostradamus was supposed to have predictions about 666.  Some believe The Beast is also The Pope? And lastly here's several different article's written on the 666 bar code theory and other studies to this mess.

What does all this prove? I think it proves that there is a lot of folks out there that are all grown up, yet their thought process is just now catching up to exactly like myself when I was 12 years old!   If you're interested in the whole god-thing, check out The Truth About God.  My good friend Morbid Shadow created this page close to 4 years ago after he realized the entire christian thing was bullshit. It's a very informative site from someone who woke up from years of being brain washed.

On a strange side note, the night I had tattoo put on my right forearm which displays a small 666 nose ring attached to a demon, within 2 miles of leaving the shop some bitch plowed into my rear end while I was sitting at a red light.  At that time it was the last thing on my mind, but several people close to me that happen to be jesus crispies pointed out that it was god's way of punishing me for getting The Mark Of The Beast. I wonder what the TimeCube dude thinks about the number of the beast? Someone ask him, please!

   {*** TimeCube Dude Emailed me back......  "I do not think that 666 has any meanful significance. Gene Ray" ***}

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10/04/00

  My Proudest Moment

Tillman gave me all the shit I needed to post here on FX, passwords, programs, and encouragement. I bugged the fuck out of him for weeks to post a update without even having anything in mind. He called my bluff, and well, you seen the results, it was stupid. But I loved it. Knowing that a shit load of people would read what one freak like myself had to say was a rush! I had no ideal until I did get the password here and fucked off in the stats page that the counter you see over there only counts NEW HITS. About 2,000 people a week see FX, that's insane! Tillman is a cool guy, he's far from stupid, yet here I am, with the power to kill FX or try and help him out (Just thought I'd scare him, he asked me 50 times if I'd delete anything) by posting shit while he's gone. Well, I'd love to have many more chances to post, so here it is!

Devil-Dolls.com is one of my favorite sites by far. It screams what I think the net should scream. A place to see freaky chicks (and dudes) you'd normally not have the chance to get to know. The site is ran by the ultra cool Virus from Lucifer's Top List, The Darkest Sites On The Web ain't just a slogan here people, that shit is for real! I hope DevilDolls grows to be the biggest underground picture post on the web, and with your help it will! Submit a picture today!

The other sickness I bring you people today is pictures of a chick on the rag! What's up with the Robin's Egg Green finger nail polish? Is that symbolic of something? It's strange because although these pics are sick, it just somehow seems less sick than everything else around here. I'm sure that a few of you will thank me though..... =)

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10/03/00

  The Omnipotent Wesley Willis

I play in a band called Bagg in Cincinnati, our electric guitar player is a sound guy for other bands. His job is to help bands set up, and monitor the mix during the set. Anyhow, he did sound for a gentleman by the name of Wesley Willis about a year ago and we were never the same. Wesley is a 300 lb black schizophrenic from Chicago that tours with a microphone and his keyboard. He writes songs about anything and everything. He rules. More than any of us could ever imagine. I highly recommend looking into him. If nothing else, you will laugh your ass off. Buy his greatest Hits package and than wonder in amazement how you got addicted to some of the silliest music ever written. You will listen to it over and over and over and love it every time. His story is a fascinating one. Kind of sad at times, but you will never hear music more honest than Wesley's.

The Face Of A Rock N Roll Legend?
Rock over London, Rock on Chicago.

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