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10/02/00

  Snuff And Stuff

I'm not really back yet, but I jumped online to check my mail and see what, if anything Slap Happy had posted here. Of course, my site was still here, but there were no updates. I asked him why he didn't post anything and he said, "Because man, everything I was writing was just fucking stupid." My response was, "That's what we want!" Anyways, I still have some bullets and the need to kill, but I just wanted to give you guys a little something before I headed back into the woods.

I was reading this sometime last week, and it occurred to me then that maybe some people didn't know what a true snuff film really is, well FX has you covered, check this out.  Although, I'm sure that most people who come through here knows, you never know. I had The Myth Of Snuff Films site saved to my favorites, and was going to share that too but I guess their host pulled the plug. If you know what happened, please email me! I found SnuffX, but I'm not sure it's the same site? (It was confirmed that it is the same! Anyways, it Kicks Ass!)

Alright guys, just so you know, I have been thinking about FX, and have a few ideals for shit. I wouldn't say they're completely original, but a few contest and other things. We'll see. I'm able to get email now, so feel free drop me a line to say whatever is on your mind. I should be back Thursday. Slap Happy said he would post something this week......

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09/30/00

  Death And Destruction

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Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm not going to be around for a few days, but there will more than likely be an update (or two) sometime this weekend from Slap Happy. Yeah, I'm freaked that I've handed the keys to FX over to someone named Slap Happy, but I need to get out of here for a few days and blow some shit up. If some reason FX is gone, deleted, no updates, or whatever else bad that could happen in the next few days, you can blame it all on him.

If all else fails, and you're bored to death with Past Updates, then go check out TheTherapist.com. I haven't been through all the stories yet, but this is a great place to start. It's a shame they stopped taking submissions.

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  Sad Sick World

Louisiana woman trained teen daughter for Internet porn
August 24, 2000

SLIDELL, Louisiana (AP) -- A Louisiana woman has been accused of supplying her 11-year-old daughter with alcohol and drugs to get her to perform sexual acts in front of a camera that could be linked to the Internet.

The 45-year-old suburban New Orleans woman, whose name was withheld to protect her daughter's identity, was booked on several charges, including aggravated incest. She was being held in lieu of a $75,000 bond.

Sheriff's deputies arrested the woman at her home Wednesday following a tip from FBI agents who raided the home July 5 as part of an Internet child pornography investigation, said Leslie Cooke, a spokeswoman for the St. Tammany Parish Sheriff's Office.

"She has allegedly been training her daughter to perform sexual acts and to expose herself on the Internet via a computer-linked camera," Cooke said. "She also allegedly provided her daughter with alcohol and narcotics to lessen the child's inhibitions when performing on camera."

Authorities have recovered explicit photographs of the girl but are still investigating whether any were transmitted over the Internet, Cooke said. The alleged abuse has been going on for at least two years, she said.
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One last thought.... I'm the worlds worst saying "people this" or "people that", but the truth is these "people" we all mention like they're 5 million miles away are living right next door.

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09/27/00

  Hump Day This!

I'm tired as hell. Today was really something. From pirate attorneys standing on the ledge of the 17th floor because he couldn't hear some chic P anymore, to gangsters walking around with attack monkeys with little huggies on.   -   The whole election thing is making me insane too. Those little pricks all playing their little games for the media, bitchin' and cry'n that the other is a fucking loser. I think they ought to go at it for 10 rounds.  Starting off with gloves, then the next round to bare handed, kick boxing, bats, knifes etc, all the way up to the 9th round, and then bust out the chainsaw. Whoever wins gets to kill the other, and if "we the people" like him THEN and only then would that person be allowed to even RUN for president. Fuck it.  Someone said vote for Rob Zombie, so I just repeat that over and over when I see/hear Bush or Gore.

Texas set another killer free today. Well, not the fun kind of being set free were you get to eat pussy and drink beer, the kind were they kill your ass. The killer said he "was tired", and "ready for this to be over" during a final interview.  -  Everyone is bitch'n about gas prices? Jesus, stealing gas is the easiest thing in the world to get away with! I mean, c'mon! You're already in your car!  -  Two kids in critical condition from shooting each other in school with the SAME GUN!  I just don't get it? Why would someone opt for the $200 high-tops over a piece? I guess next year his Mom will "wRecKOniZE" and do all the back to school shooping at the Army Surplus.  -  A 6 foot 6 basket ball player was stabbed? Dude, is it just me, or could he have just simply held his arm out, "palmed" the attackers head, and held him at bay like the 3 Stooges did in all their movies?  -  A man named Robert Gay walked into a gay bar, ordered a beer, whipped out his pistol, shot up the place and then walked away. When asked by police "Why?",  Nob Job Bob said because he was "tired of people making fun of (his) name. It's amazing the amount of bullshit we're all exposed to every day.
I'm going to bed.

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09/25/00

  House Arrest

I had quite a bit of email about the whole X coming here to kill me thing. Either you guys are just nosey as hell or you really do care about me....Awww. Well, as of 6pm Monday, I'm still in one piece, and better yet was able to go the entire weekend without even seeing her! Amazing? Yes! Do I feel bad that someone flew 1,700 miles to spend time with me and I just blew them off? Well, it's hard to feel anything when your brain is swimming in beer, however I did have the overwhelming feeling last night while I was passing out that I am a complete bastard. But as I sit here jamming to Slayer, slam'n some Grolsch, I'm sure it'll all fade away soon.....

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  La mente enojado de un hombre

After publishing a couple of short stories in small Spanish fanzines, (Pandora’s Box, After God just to name a few). I stopped writing when I moved to London a few years ago, I was tired of the situation in Spain, of doing a work that nobody appreciated and only getting published in fanzines that half of the time I was the one who put it all together by myself. Now I finally feel ready to write in English, (this is my first story not in Spanish) so you guys let me know what you think about Puzzle.

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09/24/00

  'Insert Witty Comment Here'

I spent some time going through the sites at Stile's top 100, needless to say, I removed the link. Although there is one or two good sites there, for the most part I was not impressed. Actually going there and seeing FX listed among so much mindless bullshit, I felt as if I was at some stupid fucking party, looking around at all the geeks and wanna-be's, asking myself, "How the fuck did I end up here?!" I'm very sorry I put you guys through that shit. Moving on...

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  How The Hell Do You Get To FX?

I love checking my stats page to see how people get here. You wouldn't believe some of the shit people type in a search engine to wind up here. "Mom fucking" and "fucking men with shit" is just two of the most bizarre, but someone every fucking day gets to FX by typing one or both at google.com! The cool thing is, it appears that every time their little robot scans my site, it uses you guys posts from the message board too! Imagine all the times someone has typed "rottwielers" (spelled incorrectly by the way) and ended up checking out FX?

Also, people come to FX from pages that don't even link here, so I'm thinking it must be some of you regulars just popping in from where-ever-the hell you happen to be. Which makes for some pretty strange reading. Think about that the next time you're looking at "65 year old ladies P'ing on midgets" before you just pop in! I love it! And man, it would appear that FX appeals to Asian suffers! This blows my mind. Almost daily there is sites like this that produce 25 or 30 hits in one day. I wonder what the Chinese think about FX?

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